He has to be up like at 5:00 in the morning sometimes earlier. That so okay moving on to the second reason. When my husband doesn't have signal. I am sure some of you know that my husband's on the ship. They lose signal oh wow and I mean it's it's it's not just. That they do signal. They are also busy throughout the whole day. They just don't have time to you know text or whatever Mike is always doing something he's always on the move like.
You guys know him personally. You know how hard. He works I don't expect the text from him on a good day. He sends me like about five texts and you know just taking me updated. That he's fine but whenever. He doesn't reply to me or whenever. I have no signal like my calls are not going through my texts are. Now going through that's when. I start freaking out. I blow up his phone. I don't know. It just makes. Me feel paranoid. You know hopeless. Because I can't really do. Anything about it that's that for me that's a huge reason.
I literally need to know that he's fine. Now let's move on to the more serious reasons my third reason is coping with loneliness. This is a more sensitive topic. Because I am sure. We all go through. If you're a military wife. You know fiance your significant other you're going through. This and also your significant other that's in the military is going through. This as well. I will be making a video focusing on loneliness for this video for the sake of this video. I decided to add. It since it's a very huge reason for me loneliness is not. Something that we can get rid of for me. When my husband has a duty Dame. He has establish. It the whole day sometimes.
We don't have signal we're not able to communicate so throughout the whole day we're not really we're not really talking we're not really communicating he's not really giving me updates. You know he has like work to do. You know all these things. I have to keep myself busy a typical day. That he has Duty. I like to write down. You know the groceries. I like to clean the house like deep deep deep clean the house. I like to you know go on a walk or go shopping just things like. That literally planning your day ahead will be a huge help for you I have no kids so. I do Mike he's over there playing around with. This toys have. You suffered from anxiety and depression and all. That you know what I mean by. You hear yourself talking so.
I constantly hear my brain just saying like. All this things and it's really scary sometimes. You suffer from anxiety a lot and panic attacks especially at night. When my brain starts start talking I like. I just freeze and I'm just like. What the heck so. I cope with anxiety. I like to write just write down. You know any ideas or anything that's going on through my head. All the voices. That I'm hearing in my brain I'm like taking it no and just writing it here instead of just thinking too much about that way. I don't come drown is that a correct term to say I'm not sure. How to explain a I feel like. Some of you who are dealing with anxiety know what I'm talking about writing down.
You guys know him personally. You know how hard. He works I don't expect the text from him on a good day. He sends me like about five texts and you know just taking me updated. That he's fine but whenever. He doesn't reply to me or whenever. I have no signal like my calls are not going through my texts are. Now going through that's when. I start freaking out. I blow up his phone. I don't know. It just makes. Me feel paranoid. You know hopeless. Because I can't really do. Anything about it that's that for me that's a huge reason.
I literally need to know that he's fine. Now let's move on to the more serious reasons my third reason is coping with loneliness. This is a more sensitive topic. Because I am sure. We all go through. If you're a military wife. You know fiance your significant other you're going through. This and also your significant other that's in the military is going through. This as well. I will be making a video focusing on loneliness for this video for the sake of this video. I decided to add. It since it's a very huge reason for me loneliness is not. Something that we can get rid of for me. When my husband has a duty Dame. He has establish. It the whole day sometimes.
We don't have signal we're not able to communicate so throughout the whole day we're not really we're not really talking we're not really communicating he's not really giving me updates. You know he has like work to do. You know all these things. I have to keep myself busy a typical day. That he has Duty. I like to write down. You know the groceries. I like to clean the house like deep deep deep clean the house. I like to you know go on a walk or go shopping just things like. That literally planning your day ahead will be a huge help for you I have no kids so. I do Mike he's over there playing around with. This toys have. You suffered from anxiety and depression and all. That you know what I mean by. You hear yourself talking so.
I constantly hear my brain just saying like. All this things and it's really scary sometimes. You suffer from anxiety a lot and panic attacks especially at night. When my brain starts start talking I like. I just freeze and I'm just like. What the heck so. I cope with anxiety. I like to write just write down. You know any ideas or anything that's going on through my head. All the voices. That I'm hearing in my brain I'm like taking it no and just writing it here instead of just thinking too much about that way. I don't come drown is that a correct term to say I'm not sure. How to explain a I feel like. Some of you who are dealing with anxiety know what I'm talking about writing down.
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